Am I demon-possessed if I am gay? The first time he saw someone living a life that he hoped to live one day was in a church youth group he attended. Does the Bronx have a big gay community? Raul Quintero spoke to me about what happens when the search for that feeling of being appreciated for your size can go to extremes. Quintero spent a few months in gainer and feeder culture, where men worship men with big bellies, and some go to extremes to gain weight.
Even more surprising to Gabe than finding a role model was the first time someone called him sexy.
Chub (gay slang)
And to get there, I only have one thing to shed — shame. Are all gays treated the same by the gay community? Quintero has seen videos of men eating lard and funneling gallons of milk into their partners' guts — because of a sexual attraction to bellies. The mentor, Gabe remembered, was a gorgeous, gay man of size. They often feature pageants much like beauty pageants but more sexual in the attitude in which titles are given to winners, like "Mr. List of films that most frequently use the word "fuck". Is there a so-called chubby gay community?